As i sit back here infront of my p.c. listening to I won't cry.. the thought of kamil strucked into my mind.. i don't know how.. but maybe because, I wrote a poem for him, while listening to the song...

I won't cry... really lang ha? haha.. well...

Profyle - I Won't Cry

Oh what can I say...
You came and got things today,
I packed your car, I watched you drive away.
I cried so many tears that day,
It burnt my face, it felt like acid rain.
I know I can't keep lying to myself,
I said I'd be content with someone else,
I know I never have to face the pain, baby baby,
Chorus:
I won't cry no more, I won't drown in my tears
I won't die no more, I've got over my fears
And I'm moving on, girl I know what to do.
Cause I'm better off without you, and we both know that it's true.
Well,
It's going to take a little time, to stick in my mind,
the fact you're gone for good.
Cause when you said you're leaving me, I heard it before,
I never really thought you would.
Maybe I should glad that you gone away.
I know the pain would not be here to stay
If I could only fool myself maybe, baby,
I won't cry no more, I won't drown in my tears
I won't die no more, I've got over my fears
And I'm moving on, girl I know what to do.
Cause I'm beter off wihtout you, and we both know that it's true.
That I won't cry, I'm moving on.
Well, well.
I know it's hurt enough, to fall in and out of love,
But when something is gone, to keep holding on,
Will only break your heart.
So I won't play the fool, by begging you to stay.
I wanna keep it inside, til you're out of sight,
Maybe then wait,
I won't cry no more, I won't drown in my tears
I won't die no more, I've got over my fears
And I'm moving on, girl I know what to do
Cause I'm beter off wihtout you, and we both know that it's true.

I won't cry no more, I won't drown in my tears
I won't die no more, I've got over my fears
And I'm moving on, girl I know what to do.
Cause I'm beter off wihtout you, and we both know that it's true.

and here goes my poem...[remember i was listening to the song while writing this stuff!]
MAYBE

i don't understand why,
Why i can't sleep at night.
Maybe this heart still Longs for you
Maybe that's why I'm feeLing blue

i never expected it to happen this way
Maybe the reason is I want you to stay.
I never intended to hurt you so bad
Maybe you misinterpreted the things i said.

All i wanted to say,
Was that, "I Like you and please stay."
Maybe you thought i was fooLing around.
But deep inside, I was really feeling down.

Still it hurts me so much more
That you're mad at me - not Like before.
Yes, I might have said those things to you
But can't you see? I'm falling so true.?

And now I'm feeLinG ever so GuiLty,
Maybe because you didn't accept my apology..
Please forgive me, This is True..
Maybe because I've fallen, deeply & madly inlove
with you...

This poem's for you & its not made-up
So I hope you'll keep this and not throw in the dump.
I didn't get this from a hallmark card
I swear it all came from my heart
I'm stuck here listening to "I WON'T CRY" [by pRoFYLe]<-----here's the song..
but it feels like i'M gonna die
I swear I've never written a poem this long
nor dreamt to sing you - on a guitar - my song
I know after reading this, its ME you'll still HATE
But i know you still can APPRECIATE.
I still wanna say sorry
For the things I said.
Please don't hate me!
I was just out of my head.
Now the radio's playing "IN A RUSH" - your
favorite song,
And I'Ve got to end this very long poem.
What i've said in this poem is really true,
I hope you'll believe, oh yes i do!
please accept my apologies,
Its just that this opportunity i don't wanna miss...
To say sorry when you're already gone,
There's only one word for all of this - its BLISS...

and i was apologizing to him.. through this REALLY STUPID POEM.. which didn't work...[some guys do have the nerve right? and are just plain stone-hearted!!] GOSH!! he's Lame and I let my naive little self to be fooled by him.. Who was i to realize that "I" was being played just for fun.. just to while the time..

Well, yes, I was hurt... But not that hurt-hurt.. I mean... I'm used to that thing--broken hearts.. and all... ever since that thing i had [and maybe still have] for Jes..

ha well, just finished downloading some articles about my argumentative essay for tomorrow.. and i just decided to chip in for a while and blog-out...*nice term* eh? haha yes.. i use that.. for writing..

anyways.. i gotta go... i have an 8a.m. class for tomorrow and i don't wanna be late...my mom will be guarding my every move for tomorrow so that i move really fast and not get LATE...*like before..*

so TiLL ere...

P.S.
[ei..I continued writing in this stuff.. haha ang sarap magsulat!!]